“How could someone who has a young daughter do such a monstrous thing to my mother?”

A shy smile escapes him, giving his sad look a soft light. It’s been a month since his mother’s femicide and he admits he can’t see her photos or hear her messages. “I’m feeling very bad, I can’t do it yet.” Sometimes I want to hear your voice from a breaking news storybut I don’t dare, at the moment I prefer to preserve myself.

Tanya Abigail Esperatti (18) is that Daughter of Débora Bulacio (39)murdered on November 9th at the Miguel Lillo campsite, in Necocheaand found and dug up two days later, 30 meters from where they had set up the tent that was the scene of the femicide.

The author was his partner, Angel Andrés Gutierrez (31)arrested and charged with murder, made doubly aggravated by the relationship, and with mediating gender-based violence. Judge Aída Lhez ordered his preventive detention at the request of public prosecutor Walter Pierrestegui.

The autopsy, as far as he could tell Clarionstated that the victim suffered severe beatings that resulted in multiple injuries all over the body and that he was subsequently strangled.

Tanya, who lives in La Plata where she studies architecture, speaks slowly and in a quiet voice. When he can, he takes advantage of the opportunity and travels to Villa Cacique in the Benito Juárez district, where his mother and family lived.

“I have trouble falling asleep, I suffer from insomnia and can’t get out of bed because I don’t have the energy.“I miss that charm that was a mother, I have a terrible reserve,” admits the young woman, who was born in Tandil.

The murder of his mother was a terrible blow to him Tanya, who could never have imagined such an outcome. “I have seen it several times, but I have never crossed it more than once Hello, how are you?. At first I saw her well, I was happy, but recently her problems started, they came and went and from then on I decided to avoid it because I didn’t like the way he treated her. “I saw tasteless things, I don’t know, I didn’t like them, I had this ugly feeling.”He tries to explain Gutiérrez, but without mentioning him.

Tanya says that they were with her mother “Very close friends, my amazing girlfriend, we talked about everything and she was a spontaneous woman.”“I live there, in a guesthouse, and one day in August it happened, he wrote to me and said: ‘I came to see you, I missed you, I will wait for you in the cathedral.. I died for love and we went for a walk, we ate something and I showed him around town. “It was a wonderful, unforgettable day.”

His smile fades as an asterisk appears in the caption “We talked about everything.” Because of Gutty Gutiérrez barely spoke, let alone when “something” went wrong.

“With all your openness, Mom He was careful with me, maybe he was caring for me or didn’t want to worry me. He hasn’t mentioned anything to me about their relationship.At least she didn’t do it like before because I saw her happy. Sometimes I found out about the relationship from an aunt I stumbledlike it wasn’t happening, but she wanted to keep going, keep going, even when she was told it wasn’t worth going on… She was defiant.”

About the trip to Necochea, where Débora Bulacio was murdered, Tanya says she didn’t know, “but that Thursday (November 6) she wrote to me and told me that they had traveled and that she was fine. We exchanged a few messages, she told me that she was using the campsite’s WiFi, on Friday we didn’t communicate and on Saturday she sent me a voice message.” “She was strange, dry, kind of moody, but she told me she loved me.”.

In dialogue with Clarionmakes known the audio of Bulacio that went viral in which he says: “I’m not feeling very well”. Tanya clarifies that it wasn’t she who received it, but Ian, her second cousin and her mother’s everyday friend. “I found out about the audio recording Ian received after my mother disappeared. She sent it to him on Saturday. I think if I had found out then I would have done something, tried something, I don’t know.”

Tanya, who is at her boyfriend Gian’s house, struggles not to break down. “You never expect something like that, especially not from someone close to you and someone you know… And my mother didn’t imagine it either, apart from the arguments they had, otherwise she would have run away from that bond… It’s hard for me to believe that this person (Gutiérrez) didn’t think about us, about my mother’s family… How could a person who has a mother, a sister and a young daughter and is surrounded by women do such a monstrosity to my mother?

He admits that he would not be afraid to face femicide. “I looked into his eyes and waited for a reaction, to see if he was able to look me in the eye, hold my gaze and tell me why he did it,” he suspects with anger and bravery. “And I would ask him what caused the murder. I want to know what my mother’s last day was like, her words, But I don’t think I’ll ever find out.

Tanya says her mother recently lived with Gutiérrez, but when they had an argument, she returned to her parents’ house. “I thought their relationship would have less time, but I found a romantic pre-pandemic photo, I think from 2019. He had become a father a year or two ago. “He was a bricklayer and my mother, who sold clothes, was now working as a nanny for a friend’s daughter.”

Tanya is desperate because It was the year in which he was least with his mother, “because I went to La Plata to study.”but I still have those five days in October when I took her to go back to Villa Cacique and spend time with her. It was between October 10th and 14th… We made plans together, walked a lot, drank mate and even went to a place that we here call the mountain, surrounded by nature. One of the days he (Gutiérrez) was with his daughter and we all spent a few hours together. “That was the last time I saw her, a few days before Mother’s Day.”

Despite the difference of a few years, “she was a madrassa who paid attention to everything I did…I sometimes drove her crazy with it.” facuthat she demanded a lot from me, that she didn’t give me time for other things, that I felt overwhelmed, but she was there to hold me, to listen to me, for the hug when we were together or for the right word from a distance. And he was happy when I told him he got good grades.

In addition to her boyfriend, Tanya spends time with her grandparents, her father Sergio Esperatti (42), who works at the Benito Juárez prison, and her brothers Eric (21) and Demián (16).

“We are trying to give each other strength, to be close and united after not being so for a long time… We are all in the same situation, we want to move forward, whatever the cost, I remember mom with her most beautiful smile, but I also understand that this is how it is every day.close.