When Tilsa Lozano He sat back down in the dreaded red chair. “The Value of Truth”he did it with the calmness of someone who is no longer running from his past and is ready to face it head-on, without filters or excuses. To his 42 yearsThe former model and presenter returned to the show with a life rebuilt from scratch Beto Ortiz to talk about other chapters that have shaped his story so far.
One of them began with the controversial relationship with the footballer “Crazy” Vargas. But before we get into details, the first question set the tone for the whole night: “Do you regret falling in love with “Loco” Vargas?“And his answer, firm and direct, was: “Yes“.
That single, historic word opened the door to an emotional journey to a period she described as one of the most intense and painful of her life. Tilsa She doesn’t usually use the verb “regret,” but this time she admitted that over time she’s learned to see herself as a spectator of her own story. “Today, at forty-two, I wouldn’t believe the same lies from men” he confessed roughly. “I was an idiot, I paid my karma for a thousand“.
The statement gave way to the show’s characteristic tension. Beto’s voice, accompanied by instrumental music, relieved the tension: “The answer is… true“.
Beto He confessed that he hoped that she would answer that he had no regrets since he had always considered her to be part of the group of people who don’t look back. Tilsa corrected him thoughtfully. “In general, I’m one of those people who doesn’t regret anything.” he admitted, but wanted to make a clarification.
Every bad decision, she explained, shaped her, shaped her, polished her. “Everything I’ve been through, everything I’ve suffered, everything I’ve cried has shaped me. Created the woman I am today“However, she made it clear that today, from the outside, in terms of maturity, from a distance, she would not make the same decisions.”I wouldn’t believe the same flowers, I wouldn’t accept the same conditions or the same codes. I’m not the same person“.
Beto offered a lighter interpretation: “We had to be grateful for these bad decisions because they saved us years of idiots.Tilsa responded with a smile and a question: “Why idiots?” Beto explained with a laugh that falling in love always involves a certain amount of stupidity, something the former model didn’t deny.
“I think falling in love is a bit deceiving“It is absolute,” he said. However, he clarified that his vision of love has completely changed today. “For me today, love is peace. If you don’t give me peace, no. Today I apologize” he explained. In contrast, he remembered that back then, love was adrenaline, it was crying, it was lies, it was chaos.
Tilsa didn’t deny it, but also admitted that she was sorry for the self-image and the situation of everyone involved at the time. “I don’t think anyone had a good time.” he mused. “I paid my karma and I multiplied it“He made it clear that his awareness, compassion and consideration for those involved in this story are completely different today.”Today I’m thinking about the other side. I am a mother. At the time, I didn’t realize what a mother could feel“he explained. Today he understands it, lives it and above all apologizes when necessary. However, he specified: “I don’t think I was solely responsible for this.“.
Beto reminded him that it takes two to fall in love and fight. Tilsa confirmed it: “Absolutely“At that moment, ‘Zorro’ intervened and described Tilsa as a ‘being of light’ but with obvious evolution. He said that she had previously been feisty and impulsive and that the same character had fueled an adrenaline-filled relationship. But the years, he added, changed everyone. “Now their decisions are calmer,” he explained.
Beto didn’t miss the chance to joke: “A being of light can also suffer an electric shockTilsa laughed and continued with the humor: “I barely have a drop of water left, I have a short circuit” Between laughs, the driver described her as “very Zen” and compared her to Deepak Chopra. She confirmed, between funny and thoughtful, that she is actually in a completely different moment today: more conscious, more mature, more at peace with herself.
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